Although... he doesn't talk to you too much...
Tuesday 22 April 2008
How do you manage to get over someone who was never yours, but still seemed to be so right for you? How do you manage to get over him when he still seems to be the one you have always longed for? How do you get over him when he continues to pop back into your life exactly when you think he's finally gone. Each time he returns, your whole world is turned upside down and you sit there in your chair with a dumb grin on your face.
How can you get over him when no one coming your way seems to even be half as good as he is? How do you get over him when every little thing that he does only adds one more star to his ranking and only shows how much of a wonderful soul he is? How do you get over him when he comes back to flirt and he's so sweet? How do you manage to put him at the back of your head when he was the one showing you what real love was? No, even worse: he showed you that real love existed when you had lost all your hope!
I didn't manage to find an answer to all those questions so far and I would appreciate any piece of advice.
In the meantime, I go back to sulking in my chair, unhappy for being reminded that he still exists and that he's not mine... From 1 to 10, 10 being the highest, how wrong is it to still have a little hope...?